Adam was here yesterday. We were planning to go to MC to get some stuff, pero we changed our plans. I could get my stuff naman sa Thursday, which is also the schedule for the grades. So ayun. Plus, we had little money to spend. Okay naman, the day was fun. I woke up at around 6:30am 'coz Adam called me to tell me na he was going to get ready na para pumunta sa house. Ako naman, nagpanic. "OMG kagigising ko lang! Di pa ako naliligo! Tulog pa mga tao dito!" *laughs* So ayun, I got out of bed, fixed myself, and waited. And waited. And waited. Yun pala, mga past 9am pa siya makakarating. I should have slept nalang, diba?! Grabe, antok na antok pa ako nun. So in between 7am and 9am, I took out my camera and took some shots of myself. Gosh, I'm becoming vain. Camera shy ako, KUNO. My mom couldn't even believe me when I tell her na takot ako sa camera. Meron siyang proof na camwhore din ako. Rar.

Oh, and then after eating breakfast, Adam and I stayed sa PC shop namin (Yep, we have a PC shop) and spent at least an hour playing O2JAM. Talo pa rin siya, as usual. As if naman he can beat me. *grin* Then my dad asked us if we wanted to go with them sa maliit na mall near our place. Syempre, sumama kami, thinking na we would be able to buy a Mango de Crema Ice Craze from Jollibee (OMG I've been craving for this for soooo long na!). But when we got there, ayun. Wala na daw Mango de Crema. Blech. Nasira and morning ko. Oh well.

With nothing else to do, we walked around sa Dept. Store nung mall. I found this really adorable stuffed monkey (a hundred bucks!) which I couldn't resist! Ayun, napagastos ako ng wala sa oras. But it was worth it. I soooo love the monkey. As in. Mahal ko na siya. Haha! May pangalan na siya : Raphie (From the angel Seraphim). I'm gonna make him an adoption certificate. OMG napaka-isip-bata ko talaga.. Oh well, I'm gonna turn 18 in a couple of months.. Lulubus-lubusin ko na. *laughs*

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Here are some photos from the MC Cheerdance Competition in which we (the block) won(I should have uploaded this months ago)!



And here's a sneak peek of my room. It's kinda small and a bit messy (it always is!)..

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Nakakainis. Some girl has been grabbing my photos in Friendster and claiming it as her own. Rar. Hindi naman kagandahan ang mga pictures ko, I don't really understand why she would put my cutest photo (me kissing a bear) as her primary photo. Ang feeling niya! ARG! She even stole my blockphotos. As if naman, diba?

So there, because of my anger, I posted a 'hate message' on the bulletin board. Someone gave me a comment (Don't bother checking it out, I just deleted it.) telling me na ang kapal ko daw, na di naman ako maganda, walang magtatangkang kumuha ng pictures ko, and stuff like that. I checked out her profile, thinking that she would be someone pretty or slutty. I was sooooo wrong. Ang PANGIT niya. Period. And don't even think na babawiin ko yun, okay? She looks like shit. Okay, ang mean ko. Tama na. Wrong grammar pa. Blech. I thought of leaving her a comment, telling her to back off and stuff like that. Pero I changed my mind. Bakit ako magsstoop-down sa level niya? Ugh. I'm not as pathetic as her. At least ako, alam kong may nag-ggrab ng photos ko, okay? *smirks* Na-e-HB na ako. Tama na. (*HB=High Blood)

Katext ko yung HS friend ko now. Rar. Ngayon lang siya Unli. Palibhasa kasi kuripot. Just like his other friend. *laughs* Hindi nagbabago. I miss those days. HS days, I mean. Wala ka masyadong iniisip, wala ka masyadong pressure, wala masyadong stress. I also miss my "single days". Kung mabasa man ni Adam 'to, here's an explanation. I miss my single days, wala akong inaalala, wala akong hinihintay na tawag sa phone. Wala akong kailangan alalahanin, walang kailangan paglaanan ng time. Hindi ako nagrereklamo. I just thought about the life I could have if hindi ako taken ngayon. *dreamy*

Okay. Binabaan ako ni Adam ng phone mga 5 minutes ago. Why? Kasi I did not want to explain the outburst about my contradictions sa sales ng call center. Masama ba kung ayaw kong mag-explain? No. Do I have the right to keep my mouth shut when I want to? Yes. Kaya nga minsan mas gusto ko pang hindi nalang kami nag-uusap when I have something on my mind that contradicts his opinions. Ang lakas kasi niyang mangsupalpal minsan eh. Alam mo yun? Parang wala nang lugar yung opinion ko. Or maybe its because ayokong nag-eexplain sa kanya. Rar. Kakainis. Nevermind.

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Hindi na ako natapos-tapos sa kakagawa ng mga "first posts". This year pa lang, halos naka-pitong blogs na ako, na di ko naman natatapos or di ko nauupdate. Rar. Lagi nalang. I easily get bored sa mga blogs na ginagawa ko. I look for something more, which hindi ko alam kung ano. Hindi ako makuntento.

I wanted to make this blog as simple as possible. Kung pwede nga lang, all white blog nalang 'to. But that's gonna be an outrage. I don't like white very much, lalo na sa blogs. Basta simple-looking, not too design-y, and lots of words in it. Haha! As if naman mapupuno ko 'tong blog with entries. I wish.

Adam hasn't called me yet. Di ko alam kung bakit. Maybe busy pa siya sa work niya. Or most probably, tulog pa siya (the most probable reason). Batugan. Napuyat ko nanaman kasi kagabi. Haha! Kawawang bata. We stayed up on the phone until 12:30 yata, and he had to wake up at 5am. So ayun, hindi na nakakapagtakang napuyat siya. *laughs*

I miss the theater. I miss doing broadway musicals with my theater friends and with the Ates and Kuyas of the Production Department. Si Ia kasi, she started this musical thing by singing to all of our blockmates (as in harapan, one-on-one kantahan) with that priceless look on her face when she sings. Haha! Aynako, I'm gonna miss my blockmates, kahit pa one month lang kami hindi magkikita-kita. *sniff*

OMG I actually exceeded my post length. Wow, this is a record! Haha! I really missed blogging in Filipino. Our English professor asked us to make a blog with posts purely in English. Okay lang naman, but it's still different when you blog in Taglish (just like what I'm doing ngayon). Medyo barok siyang tignan, I agree, pero WHO CARES? It's my blog. Walang pakealamanan.

Adam says yan ang problem ko. I tend to care too much about what other say or think about me. Can you blame me? I mean, I spent almost 3 years of my elementary life being part of the cream section (where people always poke you when you make mistakes.. okay, that's an exaggeration.). People always look at the mistakes you make, not at what you do good. So ayun, that's one of the reasons why I'd rather be the best among the not-so-good people than be part of a group where everyone is good but people pull you down.. Blah. I'm ranting again. Anyway, i just love being part of my block in college. We ARE the best. I can say that. Every individual who is part of the block has her own forte, which makes it easier for each one to shine! *laughs*

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